2/16/21

 Holy WTF snow Batman!


So, we are at this point, snowed into our house.  For the sake of posterity and for people that could be reading this year's on, we live in a trailer that sits several feet off the ground.  So it's impressive to be snowed in.  


Emotionally, I'm actually feeling pretty ok right now.  I've kind of made peace with everything and I'm trying hard to make something new and fun out of the various pieces I am holding.  It's a different game off that medication.  Everything was brought to the surface at once.  I realized I needed a release valve for all the pressure I was under.  Most of it was self-induced pressure but still pressure.

I gotta go do a tech tip, and I can't decide which one to write about today so I guess I'll just let the universe tell me.  We'll see what we come up with.



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